Despise - to regard with contempt, distaste, disgust, or disdain; scorn; loathe.
- Dictionary.com
Despise, when I say I despise something or someone, I truly mean it. I look at the one that I depise with disgust and disregard because I truly believe i loathe what there.
I been thinking alot and realise the change in my mindset and how my actions doesnt tally with my behavior. It really makes me truly despise myself for once. What cause the change? The people around me that I unawaringly started taking advantage of or just truly that the real me?
Despise :) I truly despise myself for now, I hope to see the change for the better and not one contradicting myself.
