Its been awhile since i last posted on tumblr :p my bad. Let see, i got posted to OCS after my bmt. It wasnt what i really wanted but i couldnt have gotten better.
I mean its the hardest to get in out of so many vocation and i got in, like my bro say there must be something in me.
OCS life is pretty hectic, i dont really enjoy the new environment. Its a big culture shock. Everything is tight and training is really tough. Im already one month past my service term and i got about 2 more months to go before i get my senior bar which brings me to my professional term which is gonna be tougher pfft. Sucks to me.
Just taken my ippt test recently and i didnt managed a gold again. Was closed though, im only 15 secs away from gold and im kinda disappointed in myself. I mean i gotten the best result i ever had in my life but im not satisfied yet. If only i had put in a little more effort i could have gotten it. Damn a 24 points - silver annoying yea!..
People in my platoon are pretty fun, it really makes me miss cougar. The time i had and spent with them. Its all memories now. I missed them badly, so much i know i would have given up ocs just to be with them again :( but i know i have to move on. If they are coping well in their new unit i know i can too.
Back outside army life.
I dont really have alot of time now with my family and friends. Most of my time spend is in camp and i dont really get to enjoy myself. Im kinda social deprived. No more work life balance. Just went to Gek’s 21 yesterday, been awhile since i last saw her and some other gang. Woah its like i haven seem them for half a year and i think that about right.
I been eating alot lately, in army and out of army, im pretty sure if i continue on i might become the old me again. I need to control my diet and watch what im eating. sheesh i think my metabolism rate increase in ocs. i need to adjust back if not i know im gonna regret it. :p
